One sentence for me today : Today is so not my day!

First, Today i had lab test and i didn't know how to do. Whereas for Syaz, she knew how to do everything. Because Steph taught her everything. Cos she took the test already. She used two days to teach her everything and even told her the steps to each pages..,etc. As for me, she didn't even tell me a single shit. I'm not angry because i will fail my test but because i'm also her friend. Why did she only taught Syaz and not me? I know that she's teaching Syaz and i voiced out that i want her to teach me too. She only told me that we need to extract thr file and where should i put it. That's all!
So during lab test, Syaz knew how to do everything and she can even view it on the Internet. Good for her. She confirm score higher than Steph.

I've noticed that Steph always help Syaz and not me. To me, it feels like i'm not her friend. Only Syaz is. Steph doesn't help Far too. But Syaz will help Far. Then who's going to help me??

It suddenly feels like there is no true friend on this Earth. Everyone is only concern for themselves.
No one is ever going to help you when you need help and no one is going to be with you when you need them and no one is going to take time for you just because you need a listening ear.

Couldn't find my keys anywhere and i was so sad because the key chain on the keys are from Berlin teacher and she brought them from HongKong. And my dad brought this key chain for over a hundred of dollar. I lost these two thing that is so important to me. I was so sad for almost half a day!

I don't feel like talking to any of my friends. Every time i talk to anyone of them. I don't feel like I'm being treated as a friend. It feels like for the sake of having more friends that you talk to me. I had enough.

Ok. This post is getting a bit too personal
I'm just saying. Not expecting anything to happen.