On the 6/1/09 Tuesday, I DAMN SUAY!!!! I actually lost my e-link card! F*** man! I need that DAMN e-link card to apply for student plan for my phone! And to travel to work.Now,i have to pay adult fee for travelling! So damn depressed the whole day. Even my supervisor asked me what's wrong with me. Cos he said that smile of mine is wiped off from my face ~_~ I've got 3 things to worry about..how u want me to smile??

1) E-link card*quite IMPORTANT*
2) O level results*VERY IMPORTANT*
3) my H/P (still have no stock -_-) *not so important*

Sucks man!



Wednesday is my off day...Nothing much happened today..but still feeling very DEPRESSED!
To Rach : Don't sad le. Cheer up! Believe that he would not give up :)



Thursday,i asked my boss if i can take off on this day to go for the poly open house. Then he was like : Nooo.. -__- and this was my facial expression. I mean what the hell man...this is my education. At that point of time,i feel like telling him that i wanna quit. "Basket" man! Then i asked him why i cannot take off.. His reason is : You and Rachel is off on wed and i have to stand here the whole day.And you know wed night we have to shift the counter.Since the both of you are not here,i have to stay until 4am to shift the things. And you say you want to take off for the open house,who's going to be at the counter? You have to understand that someone has to be there and it cannot be me cos i will be very tired to work from morning to 4am the next day. He say until like that,i've got no choice but to work and not able to go for the open house D: Anyway,would you believe that the BOSS will work from morning to 4am the next day?!? I don't believe lor.. So i asked the people around my area(today-thur). And they said everyone went home at 12 midnight. And my boss told me TWICE that he is going to work until 4am in the morning! Bullshit man! He don't want to work on thur just say la.. no need to exaggerate until like that.
My mood on this day sucks because i cannot go to the open house and i'm still very depressed!

When i reached home after work,my sister told me to wash the toilet on Monday since it's my off day. What the Damn Bloodly hell man! Monday is THE DAY! And Fri,Sat and Sunday i have to work until Taka closing.(although i start work in the afternoon) But hey! come on la! After work,i will reach home around 11.15pm. And you tell me to wash that damn toilet on Monday before i go to school(at 2pm). I told my sister to wash it on Sat or Sunday,because it is her OFF DAY! Reasons she gave me : I now-a-days work OT..very tired. If Friday I cannot finish my work,I will have to work OT on sat. VERY TIRED! GOT HEADACHE.. Take it as you help me wash first la.. Sunday i want to go to church. So very busy. Sat wan to go poly open house. No time to wash. What kind of reason is this. You work,you sit..I work,I stand! Who more tired? Your journey home takes 15 minutes! Mine journey home takes 1hour! And you know the timing that I go home,the mrt is PACKED! I have to stand for the whole trip! Total,I have to stand for 10hours on the days i work(not including break time)! You sit for 8hours! Why can't you just f*cking wash that damn toilet?!?! Spend lesser time with Kenneth and you will have hell a lot of time to do your things! I don't care man..I am so not washing the toilet on Monday. And seriously,I doubt that she will go church on Sunday. Because it starts at 1pm..and she wakes up at 12plus in the afternoon. You are not even serious about going there.Otherwise,you will make it an effort to go there every Sunday and not once every two months. In this case,do the housework instead of letting Kenneth do it. I get the blame for not doing the housework. HE IS JUST AN OUTSIDER. Whom i have no idea why the hell is he staying in my house for like 1 whole month. And the electricity bills is so damn expensive..and i also get blame for it. F*cker man...I get blame for everything you(Kenneth) do! Go back to your own house.Not as if you don't have a roof on top of your head. Sometimes,i really hate Kenneth! I know i do not have the right to hate anyone,and please don't make me hate you. Cos it will be very ugly.

Damn it...So pissed on Thursday night! Frustrated,Irritated,Depressed,Worried and Nervous.All these feeling i am feeling is killing me! Cried myself to sleep.....