Mood is still the same. But not that sad and depressed le. Slept until 12 today. Cos i didn't want to wake up.(Trying to avoid something)

Tml have to work le..Argh! So shit. I don't feel like working because i don't want anyone to ask me about my results. Whenever i think of it, i so called will go into this "depressed mood".
And i also have to think of a way to tell logan i will be going to work late tml because my mother wants to bring me somewhere.

I've got no mood to do anything.

Oh..went to RP ytd and GOSH! I am never going into RP! I rather go into ite than RP. The way their system or way of teaching SUCKS!
I just hope that i will be able to enter TP! *keeps my finger cross*

Hope someone can cheer me up. Otherwise i might remain like this till feb? Mayb..

It is just so hard to be sad. Being happy is so much easier. But with my current situation,being happy,i must be MAD! Trying my best to smile whenever i can but it is like just so hard. It feels like : I Do not have the right to smile with such results.

Oh well.. I just hope that GOD will help me and get me into TP *pray*