The minute i woke up, saw rach and jing smses. And realised that posting results are already out and faster when to brush my teeth and online le.. Didn't bothered to do anything else.

Called Rach and she linked me to the web. Goodness! I got into the school i want. But not into the course that i want! D:

HOW HOW??!?!
Just have to make do with the course i'm given??

Everyone went into different courses.. no one went into the same course.. (For those whom i know)

Lucky those who got into their first choice :) Well..not only luck helped them..but also because of their hard work.

Don't know what to do today...like so sian. My day have been crushed by the course that i'm entering :(
Got this sudden feeling of playing games. but what game to play? Like all the game so boring le. My parents are coming home tonight..haix..shall discuss with them about my course.
Cos i'm thinking of like this : Study this course that i'm given and take a private course at the same time. So after 3 years,i will be getting 2 diploma instead of 1. Good idea?? Lol

I wanna quit my job! So that i can do what i want. But i need the money to study two courses! ARGH! D:


I don't know ah..Like so "fan" @_@

Firstly, I wanna say is

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR everyone!

Didn't really went visiting. Cos mum not in Singapore. So cannot go.
Stayed at home watch DVDs with sister and kenneth. Eat all we want and sleep as late as we want without getting scolded. wahhaha! Cool right? =x

But i did went for the reunion dinner. It was ok. And i eat until so full that i couldn't even walk. Felt like rolling instead of walking.. LOL! Alot of ppl asked my about my results,but i kana change the subject to which poly am i going and why that course. Smart right >_- Just to avoid answering the question. Haha :)

These 3days,have been eating rubbish.. Eat until I'm feeling a little sick now. But the new year goodies are so yummy :) haha. And I'm the only one in the family who eat such stuff..cos my sister picked what she likes to eat. And the rest,for me to slowly enjoy. xD
Oh well..cannot eat so much.. Later become so fat that i really have to roll on the floor to move around. LOL! Joking..i will never let it happen.

I kinda miss my mother. Haven't seen her for 2days le. "Mummy..where are you? I miss you"

Tml i have to work le..sad. Don't feel like working D: I still wanna wait for my mother to come back and go visiting. (to collect more ang pao..de~) =p

So long never blog le.
No mood to blog anyway. Also don't know what to blog about.

Today going out with sachiko :)

Oh..i've done something to my nails for CYN.

Tml have to work.. sian ~_~

Now,i'm only hoping for the best :)



When i am out with sachiko :
We went to Taka to have dinner with Rach. We ate at Coffee Club.And gosh..I just LOVE the cake <3>_< My jaw nearly dropped :O And i have to leave Sk there while i went to the nearest ATM to withdraw money to "redeem" Sk. LOL. So embarrassed.

While Sk is counting money to pay me and I'm looking at the receipt to check what we ordered is correct..because it is so expensive! lol. While Sk is busying counting and taking out money from her purse and me busy looking that the receipt, we wanted to go to the washroom. And so happen,the gent is beside the ladies. So,the two of us being so engrossed with 1)counting the money 2)looking at the receipt ,We walked into the gent without even noticing the people(2 guys) around us. We were about to walk into the cubicle when the security guard looked at us and said : erm..i think you went to the wrong place. The two of us looked up. Sk : OH MY GOSH..so sorry! Me : OH MY GOD! And we ran out of the toilet. So embarrassing! Our face was so red that it really resemble a tomato.

Seriously..what is wrong with today? For the first time,i have to go to the nearest ATM to withdraw money to pay for the food. And my first time that i walked into a male's toilet. And i dropped my coins in the female's toilet..it looks like raining money. LOL!
Thank goodness,nothing embarrassing happened after that.

Walked Sk to the mrt station and then went back to Taka to look for Rach and went home with her. Gosh..i cannot find the book that i want :( Lucky for rach..cos she got her book :)

Home sweet home~ And i'm so lucky that my mother did not scold me for coming home so late. Hehe :)

Mood is still the same. But not that sad and depressed le. Slept until 12 today. Cos i didn't want to wake up.(Trying to avoid something)

Tml have to work le..Argh! So shit. I don't feel like working because i don't want anyone to ask me about my results. Whenever i think of it, i so called will go into this "depressed mood".
And i also have to think of a way to tell logan i will be going to work late tml because my mother wants to bring me somewhere.

I've got no mood to do anything.

Oh..went to RP ytd and GOSH! I am never going into RP! I rather go into ite than RP. The way their system or way of teaching SUCKS!
I just hope that i will be able to enter TP! *keeps my finger cross*

Hope someone can cheer me up. Otherwise i might remain like this till feb? Mayb..

It is just so hard to be sad. Being happy is so much easier. But with my current situation,being happy,i must be MAD! Trying my best to smile whenever i can but it is like just so hard. It feels like : I Do not have the right to smile with such results.

Oh well.. I just hope that GOD will help me and get me into TP *pray*

I so DAMN DEPRESSED from Monday! Damit! HOW?? HOW??? I don't know where to go! I don't want to go somewhere that is so far. If worse come to worse,I will just go lor.

Why is everyone against me going ite?? Why?!? Anyway the ite is so near to my house..and i can go into any course i want. Be it using N-level or O-level results.

I don't know ah! Super troubled and depressed!

I don't even feel like celebrating CNY. Don't even feel like stepping out of the house! =(



(dun msg me cos i will not reply->everyone!)

Ytd i DAMN suay! And is really super suay! Not going to talk about it here.
Ytd was like so sian.. Rach caught a big fish.. Lucky her :)
Logan was like there for almost the whole day. Around 7plus then he left.

That Lily...damn 'basket'. Customer ask her wrap the item,she show black face to me. Cos the customer ask her to wrap when i offered to wrap. Then he is rushing for time and i don't think i can wrap that fast. (cos i dun do wrapping everyday unlike the cashiers) But the customer also a bit unreasonable ah..cos he demanded Lily to wrap for him. But at least i said "thank you" to Lily 2times lor. Then she go complaint to supervisor that I don't want to wrap and ask her to wrap. What the hell la.. Is the customer want her to wrap de..Cos he knows i will take a longer time and he is rushing for time. Then supervisor came to my counter and asked me what happened. If she is so unhappy to wrap it,tell the customer la.. Why wanna go and complaint then i tio -_-
I told supervisor that i offered to wrap but he doesn't want it. So cannot fault me ma..

Went home as fast as i can after work..
Still feeling depressed.. Haix.



Today is already Sunday. Tomorrow is THE DAY. Gosh! So nervous and frighten at the same time. I so got no mood to work man! Keep on thinking about tml's results.. seriously have no mood to do anything..just wanna chat with someone so that i can temporary forget what i am worried about and those feelings i am feeling ='(

Going to work soon..haix. Hope i will actually sell something so that i won't have to hand up a zero..

I

am

Scared....

The results are kowai =(

Tml will be the day that determines my mood and everything.

Feels so mood-less when i wake up in the morning. And the thought of going to work simply SUCKS! Anyway,i am still quite depressed. And DON'T msg me. Cos i seriously don't have the mood to reply.

There's nothing to blog about and i just hope and pray that my results will be good. Good enough to enter Sp and get into a course that I'm ok with. And not for the sick of entering it because i do not have a choice.

3 more days to : THE FATEFUL DAY.

On the 6/1/09 Tuesday, I DAMN SUAY!!!! I actually lost my e-link card! F*** man! I need that DAMN e-link card to apply for student plan for my phone! And to travel to work.Now,i have to pay adult fee for travelling! So damn depressed the whole day. Even my supervisor asked me what's wrong with me. Cos he said that smile of mine is wiped off from my face ~_~ I've got 3 things to worry about..how u want me to smile??

1) E-link card*quite IMPORTANT*
2) O level results*VERY IMPORTANT*
3) my H/P (still have no stock -_-) *not so important*

Sucks man!



Wednesday is my off day...Nothing much happened today..but still feeling very DEPRESSED!
To Rach : Don't sad le. Cheer up! Believe that he would not give up :)



Thursday,i asked my boss if i can take off on this day to go for the poly open house. Then he was like : Nooo.. -__- and this was my facial expression. I mean what the hell man...this is my education. At that point of time,i feel like telling him that i wanna quit. "Basket" man! Then i asked him why i cannot take off.. His reason is : You and Rachel is off on wed and i have to stand here the whole day.And you know wed night we have to shift the counter.Since the both of you are not here,i have to stay until 4am to shift the things. And you say you want to take off for the open house,who's going to be at the counter? You have to understand that someone has to be there and it cannot be me cos i will be very tired to work from morning to 4am the next day. He say until like that,i've got no choice but to work and not able to go for the open house D: Anyway,would you believe that the BOSS will work from morning to 4am the next day?!? I don't believe lor.. So i asked the people around my area(today-thur). And they said everyone went home at 12 midnight. And my boss told me TWICE that he is going to work until 4am in the morning! Bullshit man! He don't want to work on thur just say la.. no need to exaggerate until like that.
My mood on this day sucks because i cannot go to the open house and i'm still very depressed!

When i reached home after work,my sister told me to wash the toilet on Monday since it's my off day. What the Damn Bloodly hell man! Monday is THE DAY! And Fri,Sat and Sunday i have to work until Taka closing.(although i start work in the afternoon) But hey! come on la! After work,i will reach home around 11.15pm. And you tell me to wash that damn toilet on Monday before i go to school(at 2pm). I told my sister to wash it on Sat or Sunday,because it is her OFF DAY! Reasons she gave me : I now-a-days work OT..very tired. If Friday I cannot finish my work,I will have to work OT on sat. VERY TIRED! GOT HEADACHE.. Take it as you help me wash first la.. Sunday i want to go to church. So very busy. Sat wan to go poly open house. No time to wash. What kind of reason is this. You work,you sit..I work,I stand! Who more tired? Your journey home takes 15 minutes! Mine journey home takes 1hour! And you know the timing that I go home,the mrt is PACKED! I have to stand for the whole trip! Total,I have to stand for 10hours on the days i work(not including break time)! You sit for 8hours! Why can't you just f*cking wash that damn toilet?!?! Spend lesser time with Kenneth and you will have hell a lot of time to do your things! I don't care man..I am so not washing the toilet on Monday. And seriously,I doubt that she will go church on Sunday. Because it starts at 1pm..and she wakes up at 12plus in the afternoon. You are not even serious about going there.Otherwise,you will make it an effort to go there every Sunday and not once every two months. In this case,do the housework instead of letting Kenneth do it. I get the blame for not doing the housework. HE IS JUST AN OUTSIDER. Whom i have no idea why the hell is he staying in my house for like 1 whole month. And the electricity bills is so damn expensive..and i also get blame for it. F*cker man...I get blame for everything you(Kenneth) do! Go back to your own house.Not as if you don't have a roof on top of your head. Sometimes,i really hate Kenneth! I know i do not have the right to hate anyone,and please don't make me hate you. Cos it will be very ugly.

Damn it...So pissed on Thursday night! Frustrated,Irritated,Depressed,Worried and Nervous.All these feeling i am feeling is killing me! Cried myself to sleep.....

Woke up by my sister at 7.30am! KNS! She la..keep on talking to me and disturbing me. I rmb i said something to her..but i cannot rmb what i said. Talking while half-asleep is like that de. Sometimes i feel like banning her from entering my room. Always come in and disturb de ~_~''' See la..Woke up so early..then like so blur and lost. Don't know what to do.

Called Singtel today and asked them if the sony phone is in stock..That person on the line told me that she can't check the stocks now and asked me to leave my contact number with her and then she will call me if the phone is in stock. So Damit la! Why that phone not in stock?!?! ARGH! D:

I've got no idea what to do today -.-



Sunday 4/1/09
I was late for work(10minutes) -_- Cos i couldn't find my keys..So Shty! Guess at that time my face was very "black" because alot of people keep on looking at me and i will give them the ->'see what see' face<- When i was walking towards Taka's back door,there is these people who walk so damn freaking slow and blocking my way. -__- Short legs ah?walk until so slow.. Today Taka super little people. The area where i am working,promoters are more than the customers. And for the whole day,i sold NOTHING! Nothing man.. ~_~ Then logan came and he told me to jia you on the sales. I wish i can jia you on the sales too..but no customer..what u want me to do? Chat my time away =x Anyway,there is like no customer.
Amaryllis,XinZi and I were like talking and laughing =x And gosh! I actually laughed out loud =X Min Min was like : Don't laugh so loud(in Chinese) Opps..can't help it..cos it is so funny! My whole face turned red laughing >_<

Went off at 9.04pm. Cos seriously,there is no one and i see no point in staying there any longer.
Home Sweet Home~ Fell asleep quite fast :)

That's all for today.

I had a very weird dream last night o.0 Haha..want my new hp until siao liao. Mood today : laze So got no idea why. All i know is that i'm waiting for a phone call.... When will you call me~~~??
I feel like sleeping -_- But i don't want to just sleep. Gosh! I don't know what i want to do.


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Firstly i wanna say....




HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! HAVE A BLISSFUL AND AWESOME 2009 :D



Ok..let's see what's there for me to blog. Ummmm.......

31/12/08 Wednesday
It was my off day :D
Went out with Rach to taka to get a bear(white in colour) :) for any amount of donation made (which both of us made a $2 donation). What can u expect from a $2 bear....my bear is kana stain with dirt -_- and Rach's bear has glue on it's ear. Then i went to look for a "Hello" shop to ask if one of the sony phone is in stock.. The heart saddening news was...there is no stock anywhere in Singapore D: Manx..How i wish the phone can suddenly appear in front of me :( The somehow good news but not so good news was that..the new stocks will come in around 1 to 2 weeks later.. :( Well..I have to get that phone before 12/1/09..(some of you knows why) But there is anything i can do about it except : WAIT =(
After that,we went to TM for lunch and then walked around TM and went to CoffeeBean to have a drink and sat around.. At about 4pm? we went home.
I had dinner with my family and Kenneth at Chinatown in one of the restaurant which i cannot rmb the name of it. My my...the dinner tasted so yummy~ :D
Went for foot reflexology with my mum and then she went home while i meet Kenneth and my sister at WhiteSand. Because we are going for the Countdown at Downtown. Sadly,my dearest mother forgot to bring her keys and we went home to open the door for her. In the end,we did the countdown at home. It was also Kenneth's birthday at the stroke of 12. All of us celebrated his birthday at midnight :) We then watched a show on tv..the title should be Maid in Mattahan. Everyone slept at 2.30am..
That's all for the day :)


1/1/09 Thursday
Today is also my off day. Because my working hours have been changed. Both Rach and I only work 3days per week. Manx..this sucks! Anyway,spend most of my time sleeping at home =x I have no mood to do anything..not even playing the com or watching tv. Oh ya..my sister gave Kenneth a wallet as a birthday gift and I gave him a Doraemon toy.(because he likes Doraemon) I was so afraid that he would not like a toy as a birthday gift..lucky,he likes it alot :) haha. Lucky for me that i did not buy a wrong gift.
Nothing special happened as it was a very slack day for me and my sister,as well as Kenneth.


2/1/09 Friday
Today is my working day while is Rach's off day. Manx...the thought of going work makes me sick -_- It brings my whole mood down! What made it worse was that I only sold 1 pair of goldfish figurines -_- It is damn pathetic ok! There is barely people(customers) in Taka.. and when i told Logan the sales figure of the day,he replied me this : Few customer so we need to hang on to every customer and serve them well with the intention of closin the sale. Its very important. Take every customer seriously when u serve them. Good night.[i type this out word for word,letter for letter] I also know need to close the deal asap. But what can i do if the customers tell me this : I'll look around first and then decide later. *Walks off* What can i do or say?? Tell the customer : You better buy something or i will kill you? The whole day,every single customers tells me the same thing. Is it me or what? Every customer telling me that. They walked off and never comes back. -_- If Logan is going to fire me because i cannot sell,by all means man! I don't care. I'm sick of working in an environment where he everyday tells me : create a sense of urgency to the customers and close the deal faster. I'm trying my best to "close the deal faster" but if the customers really don't want to buy,what can i do?? Force the customer to buy meh? Cannot what. Kenneth told me to tell the customer this : If you don't buy from me now,i will kill myself. Crazy or crazy?! Well..i can always try that(in front of Logan) and the next minute,you will know where to find me.
Went off at 9pm. Home Sweet Home! Finally~